how to be a good boyfriend

Hey boy it's for you.



1. stay on the phone when YOU know she's tired and wait for her 2 fall asleep on the phone before you hang up
2. show her you care. send her a random sweet text. make her feel special, and don't lie to her
3. NEVER CHEAT! that is unforgivable
4. Continue the JOURNEY Of LOVE & LIFE w/ Her. She might have came w/ bruises, wounds, & scars but she's HEALING. be THERE.
5. make suprise plans for us & tell us ahead of time so we can beg you to tell us just cause we feel like it
6. treat her like you'd want your daughter to be treated.
7. be honest, show her that she's more than just your girlfriend but she's your best friend as well
8. make me laugh and love you again when i'm mad at you
9. keep it spontaneous don't be too predictable.
10. Don't tell her to change the way she looks and just spend as much quality time with her as you do with your friends
11. Save her important info like her birthday and favorite things in a notepad in your phone...
12. always DO your promise!
13. If she mad at you, tell her 2 shut up, throw her on the bed, & eat her out! She wont be mad no more :)
14. Always make her feel secure by letting her know the way u feel about her
15. let her know that most of the best day's you've had were with her
16. know how to communicate, be understanding, trustworthy, loyal, and FAITHFUL....
17. remember her birthday even if you guys aren't talking at that moment
18. Let me know you love me everyday. make me feel appreciated all the time.
19. Grow together, learn together, pray together, love together.
20. give her all the ATTENTION she wants n needs...if you dont, someone else will
21. Stop worrying about what your friends and family say. Treat her how YOU feel like she should be treated.
22. Can't remember her name? Call her "Baby" until you get a chance to go through her purse.
23. you should tell her you love her every single day with out thinking....
24. Continue to show her how much you love as much as you did when you started dating
25. CUT THE BULLSHIT, KEEP IT REAL, STAY LOYAL AND GIVE GOOD LOVE . thats all EVERYONE WANTS!
26. Make Me Your #1 and Only...
27. call me in the morning before work just to hear my voice to start your day:)
28. Be protective, but not overprotective. Don't control her every move, and don't let her control you.
29. if she is old make her feel like a queen but if she is young make her feel like a princess either way she can't lose
30. correct me when you know I'm at fault.
31. Teach me new things & Be Sweet to Me.. I'm a sucker for Sweetness!
32. be yourself...be the best you that you can be! theres a reason she made you her bf and dont ever forget that
33. random sweet texts.. Heart melts ..lol.. Its an easy way to make a woman smile..
34. don't lie. Easy way to tear apart your relationship.
35. show me affection and intimacy when you know I need it and even when I don't.
36. let her be your girlfriend. let her do for you every now and then
37. MAKE time for me even when you dont have time to make
38. don't try to control a girl . She will go out of control .
39. make her day if all is bad for her...be the only one that can make her smile when her world is upside down

special month!!!!!

hey guys! long time no see. where r u? fine? good! i love today cause today is my birthday. i dont need a fuckday cause i want a friday. a day when i celebrate my self. thanks for suprise, thanks for ur pray for me. gbu:)


WELCOMING JUNE!!!!

Sorry, i'm away. crying allnight long. think about my self and.......... yap this day. i love today. ilove today when a bitch making love with sucks man. sorry but thats fact.


selama gw gak ngepost,banyak kejadian2 yg gakbisa gw ungkapin. more than words lahhh. gw harap gw gak amnesia krn kenangan2 itu indah:)



ok, big thanks for my friends!!!! mreka yg bangunin gw pagi2. jam 12 malem pas dtg ke rmh gw. dgn segala rintangan menghadang muahahaa. thanks gesek,dinda,aisha,caca,mentari,tiwuk,arga&dimas. gak bakal gw lupain kok, thanks udhh ngasih usaha dan makasihhh bgttt. maaf gw ngerepotin lo pada hehe.




sbnrnya apa yg mau gw capai pada umur 15 thn ini? GROW UP!!!!!!! krn gw gak mau........ gak mau cengeng2 mulu. ok, gw emg cengeng-_- ya se enggaknya mengurangi tangisan yg gak penting. keep thinking, gw pgn bisa berpositive thinking. jd gada racun2 yg bikin gw bernegative thinking:)



satu, lo hrs tau! jgn prnh sembarangan lo ngomong ttg hal yg lo mau tp lo mesti muna. plis lo bisa nelen ludah lo sendiri.



ok, goodbye ya. have a nice day. gbu :)


Love,
Chacha Lazuardi

Love Of my Life - Queen

Love of my life, you hurt me,
You've broken my heart, and now you leave me.

Love of my life can't you see,
Bring it back bring it back,
Don't take it away from me,
Because you don't know what it means to me.

Love of my life don't leave me,
You've stolen my love now desert me,

Love of my life can't you see,
Bring it back bring it back,
Don't take it away from me,
Because you don't know what it means to me.

You will remember when this is blown over,
And everythings all by the way,
When I grow older,
I will be there at your side,
To remind you how I still love you
I still love you.

Hurry back hurry back,
Don't take it away from me,
Because you don't know what it means to me.

Love of my life,
Love of my life.

Baby - Justin Bieber Feat. Ludacris

Oh woooah, oh woooooah, oh wooooah, oh.
You know you love me, I know you care,
you shout whenever and I’ll be there.
You are my love, you are my heart
and we will never ever ever be apart.
Are we an item? girl quit playing,
we’re just friends, what are you saying.
Said there’s another, look right in my eyes,
my first love broke my heart for the first time.
And I was like…

[Chorus]
Baby, baby, baby oooooh,
like baby, baby, baby noooooooo,
like baby, baby, baby, ooooh.
Thought you’d always be mine, mine (repeat)

Oh, for you I would have done whatever,
and I just can’t believe we aint together
and I wanna play it cool the thought of losing you
I buy you anything, I buy you any ring,
and now please say baby fix me and you shake me til’ you wake me from this bad dream.
I’m going down down down down
and I just can’t believe my first love won’t be around.
And I’m like…

[Chorus]

[Ludacris]
Luda, When I was 13 I had my first love,
there was nobody that compared to my baby
and nobody came between us, no-one could ever come above
She had me going crazy, oh I was star-struck,
she woke me up daily, don’t need no Starbucks.
lyrics courtesy of killerhiphop.com
She made my heart pound, I skip a beat when I see her in the street and
at school on the playground but I really wanna see her on the weekend.
She knows she got me dazing coz she was so amazing
and now my heart is breaking but I just keep on saying….

[Chorus]

Now I’m gone,
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
now I’m all gone.
Gone, gone, gone, gone, I’m gone.

Escape the fate - harder than you know

You said this could only get better
There's no rush cause we have each other
You said this would last forever
But now I doubt if I was your only lover


Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
Cause I'm not over you


Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Cause girl you're driving me so crazy

How can I miss you if you never would stay?
If you need time I guess I'll go away (I'll go away)
Inside me now there's only heartache and pain
So where's the fire? You've become the rain

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
Cause I'm not over you

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Girl you're driving me so crazy

And if you don't want me than
I guess I'll have to go (I guess I'll have to go)
Not loving you is harder than you know


So I'll make the call
And I'll leave today
I'm gonna miss you cause I love you baby

And I'll make the call
I'm leaving today
And leaving always drives me crazy

Leaving always drives me crazy


Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
(Yeah)

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Cause girl you're driving me so crazy

And if you don't want me than
I guess I'll have to go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Girl You're driving me so crazy


Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Cause girl you're driving me so crazy

kejadian 8maret

hui buddy! long time no see ya;) btw i hv a story. feel hapy and drop. tp ya bacalah critanya;)



8march 2010.
pagi2 gw bingung mau mandi atau enggak tp tb2 ada sms dr agng.........ya gw baca trs ya gw keder dia mrh2 gt-_- nah udh minta maaf tuh gw tp dia blg sutup ajalah.ya gw cengo gak berdaya dan diemmm.well gw ke sklh,ngebawain pakdar kue krn emg niatnya 99 pgn bikin suprise buat pakdar:) plis gw pas itu drop bgt,gw bawa kue aja tuh smpe nahan nangis.tau gak knp?krn gw msh kaget dan ya...........gitudeh-_- 99 jg udh brusaha biar gw gak pts tp yataulah mgkn pts emg jln terbaiknya.sedih? iya krn gw pas itu msh sayang. nyesel?gak krn semua itu emg udh takdir.jodoh gak kmn dah kita gak prnh tau jodoh kita dmn. NOW, i'm single and happy with my friends.yelah paling ntr jg dpt pcr lagi yg lbh baik amin amin hehehe. nah sarian itu tgl 8 gw sedih,sedih bgt rasanya emg drop dan gatau msti apa,plis gw syg sm lo tp sadar kok lo terus2an nyakitin gw.katanya lo punya hati tp mana hati lo? lo terlalu egoisdan gampang ngia2in org,gw udh tau lo gmn ya brhrp ntr lo pnya pcr yg bisa bnr2 ngerubah lo.gw ngerubah lo krn gw emg mau lo bangkit dr kejatuhan lo.gw gak ngarep apa2 dan ya mgkn krn gw bkn pcr lo lagi gw hrp lo ttp bisa brubah. gw inget kok pesen lo yg blg 'jgn plg malem ya,bljr trs,jgn kaya aku' -plis itu sedih bacanya. tp yaudahlah takdir cui,tuhan jg nanti ksh yg terbaiknya buat lo dan gw:)


hmm i'll share my photo's with 99 on pakdar birthday ;)


































ps: monday,8march 2010. I learn from you how to be a good person and be loving life. i love you but you're not for me. you're good boy, i'm happy when i'm with you but sorry now i can say goodbye to you,no more tears and no more crying for you, I hope you'll have a better girlfriend than me and who did not disappoint you. I will continue to have here for you, ready to hear your story and will keep waiting for you. :) -----> this smile for you



love,
chacha lazuardi