Escape the fate - harder than you know

You said this could only get better
There's no rush cause we have each other
You said this would last forever
But now I doubt if I was your only lover


Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
Cause I'm not over you


Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Cause girl you're driving me so crazy

How can I miss you if you never would stay?
If you need time I guess I'll go away (I'll go away)
Inside me now there's only heartache and pain
So where's the fire? You've become the rain

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
Cause I'm not over you

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Girl you're driving me so crazy

And if you don't want me than
I guess I'll have to go (I guess I'll have to go)
Not loving you is harder than you know


So I'll make the call
And I'll leave today
I'm gonna miss you cause I love you baby

And I'll make the call
I'm leaving today
And leaving always drives me crazy

Leaving always drives me crazy


Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
(Yeah)

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Cause girl you're driving me so crazy

And if you don't want me than
I guess I'll have to go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Girl You're driving me so crazy


Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Cause girl you're driving me so crazy

kejadian 8maret

hui buddy! long time no see ya;) btw i hv a story. feel hapy and drop. tp ya bacalah critanya;)



8march 2010.
pagi2 gw bingung mau mandi atau enggak tp tb2 ada sms dr agng.........ya gw baca trs ya gw keder dia mrh2 gt-_- nah udh minta maaf tuh gw tp dia blg sutup ajalah.ya gw cengo gak berdaya dan diemmm.well gw ke sklh,ngebawain pakdar kue krn emg niatnya 99 pgn bikin suprise buat pakdar:) plis gw pas itu drop bgt,gw bawa kue aja tuh smpe nahan nangis.tau gak knp?krn gw msh kaget dan ya...........gitudeh-_- 99 jg udh brusaha biar gw gak pts tp yataulah mgkn pts emg jln terbaiknya.sedih? iya krn gw pas itu msh sayang. nyesel?gak krn semua itu emg udh takdir.jodoh gak kmn dah kita gak prnh tau jodoh kita dmn. NOW, i'm single and happy with my friends.yelah paling ntr jg dpt pcr lagi yg lbh baik amin amin hehehe. nah sarian itu tgl 8 gw sedih,sedih bgt rasanya emg drop dan gatau msti apa,plis gw syg sm lo tp sadar kok lo terus2an nyakitin gw.katanya lo punya hati tp mana hati lo? lo terlalu egoisdan gampang ngia2in org,gw udh tau lo gmn ya brhrp ntr lo pnya pcr yg bisa bnr2 ngerubah lo.gw ngerubah lo krn gw emg mau lo bangkit dr kejatuhan lo.gw gak ngarep apa2 dan ya mgkn krn gw bkn pcr lo lagi gw hrp lo ttp bisa brubah. gw inget kok pesen lo yg blg 'jgn plg malem ya,bljr trs,jgn kaya aku' -plis itu sedih bacanya. tp yaudahlah takdir cui,tuhan jg nanti ksh yg terbaiknya buat lo dan gw:)


hmm i'll share my photo's with 99 on pakdar birthday ;)


































ps: monday,8march 2010. I learn from you how to be a good person and be loving life. i love you but you're not for me. you're good boy, i'm happy when i'm with you but sorry now i can say goodbye to you,no more tears and no more crying for you, I hope you'll have a better girlfriend than me and who did not disappoint you. I will continue to have here for you, ready to hear your story and will keep waiting for you. :) -----> this smile for you



love,
chacha lazuardi

my word

hey guys ltns yaa, eh gw mau nge share kata2 gw yg ada di tweets gw abisan byk yg retweets hahahahahaa

tapi.......follow dulu yawchhh @chachalazuardi thnksy ;P


i love my word, check this out!

1. Tapi terkadang pikiran berjalan tanpa sedikitpun ada hati
2. Gue kira lo emang buat gue,ternyata.......bukan
3. Parahnya lagi, sakit juga kalo disakitin mulu
4. Pilih ajadeh,udh pasti hatilo buat dia. Buat gue? Gakbakal ada kali
5. Kalo gaksayang salah tapi..... kalo sayang lebih salah lagi
6. Which one boy, me or her? But i thinks you love her
7. Intinya gw&lo sama2 bohongin prasaan sendiri
8. Skrg.....Goodbye ajadeh makasih ya semua2nya yg lo kasih ke gueee
9. Dan bego nya lo gak pernah tau sakit hatinya gue krn lo
10. dulu lo ada terus buat gue, sekarang? no!!!!
11. sering gw nahan nangis biar lo gatau kalo gue sakit hati
12. lo pernah nyakitin gue berkali2 tapi gue? tetep kebal ngadepin lo
13. gak pernah kan lo tau airmata ini gue keluarin gara2 lo
14. dan kalo dipikir gak guna juga gue nangisin lo lagi
15. sekarang mau tanpa lo atau ada lo gue bahagia :)
16. dulu lo yg bilang kalo ada apa2 mesti cerita dan lo bakal ada terus buat gue tapi.....lo bohong
17. banyak belajar gue dari lo jadi.......gakbisa gue benci sama lo
18. yg gue mau lo bahagia sama yang lain
19. hey boy tonight i miss and need you more
20. gue sayang sm orang dan ternyata itu lo
21. mau nangis tapikok susah ya umh mending pendem deh :)
22. hey boy punya hati gak lo? enak banget ye nyakitin hati orang
23. gue kgn sama lo, kapansih lo pernah tau
24. EMANG LO KIRA GUE APAAN ENAK BGT LO NGASIH HARAPAN GITU AJA
25. MAKASIH ATAS SEMUA HARAPAN YANG LO TINGGALIN BUAT GUE
26. ngerasa hebat lo udah nyakitin cewe?

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asikya main kata2 trs ngasah otak hahahahahahahhahahaa but its fact gatau kan rasa hati gue bisa tiba2 terungkap trs jd skandal wkwk omagad

love,
ChachaLazuardi

Where Are You Now by Honor Society

To my favorite teacher
Told me never give up
To my fifth grade crush
Who I thought I really loved
The the guys I miss
And the girls we kissed
Where are you now?
To my ex best friends
Don't know how we grew apart
To my favorite bands
And sing a longs in my car
To the face I see in my memories
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

To my first girlfriend
I thought for sure was the one
To my last girlfriend
Sorry that I screwed up
To the ones I loved
But didn't show it enough
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

I know we'll never see those days again
And things will never be that way again
But that's just how it goes
People change but I know I won't forget you

To the ones who cared
And who were there from the start
To the love that left
And took a piece of my heart
To the few who'd swear
I'd never go anywhere
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn't for you I'd be nothing
Where are you now?

honest

helllo blogggy, udah lama ya gk nge post -_- eh iya gw mau nge post ttg 'Honest', mksdnya ttg dampak dan akibat gw main dunia maya mulu........................




1. Friendster: okeei dulu gw pnya 'friendster' gitu deh yaitu jaringan menambah teman&gk muna lagi adalah mencari pacar wkwk jujur gara2 ini gw jg dpt pcr dan berpacaran lama bgtttt, good ya!!! nah trs lama kelamaaaaaan ada byk deh situs2 pencarai&penambah temen atauu gebetan dan pacarrr, nah nexxxxxxxt yaaaa



2. Msn: nahhh setelah gw punya si 'fs', gw punya 'msn'. nah si msn ini lumayan menambah temen lohhh. dan msn termasuk personal bgt kl mau ngomongin rahasia drpd di fs...... gw jg ada msn krn wkt itu disuruh bikiinnnnnnnn wkwk ya pd bikin jd nya gw bikin. terussss di msn kita bisa curhatlah semacam sms tapi kl msn lewat dunia MAYA, nexxxxxxxxt yaaaap



3. Facebook: nah setelah gw punya 'fs&msn', adalagi sitis baru yaituuuu facebook. nah di facebook kita bisa nemuin temen lama, bagi gw nemuin temen lama adalah nightmare besarrrr soalnya mereka tau aib2 kita lalu mereka juga ngungkit2 yg lama dan yg gak penting hm yamgkin bagi kita itu udah gajaman kaliya..... nah di facebook ini mgkin lebih asik ya bisa nge tag foto gak kea di fs, tapi fb terlalu frontal bangetttttttt jd hati2 ya kalo mau ngeluarin isi hati...... nah kalo lg nge gossssssip kan ketawan tuh di fb krn frontal, mending lewat talk to talk aja drpd wall2an ttg curhat yg malah membawa petaka. kan ada ya orang msk penjara krn curhat lewat fb, niatnya sih sharing tapiiiiiiiii malah msk penjara ckck kesian ya, okeeeeeeeeeeee nexxxxxxxxxxt ya



4. Blog: nah gak pjg ya ttg blog, soalnya blog enakkkk. bisa sharing dan lebih asik hahaha bisa cwurhat dll deh yaaa



5. Plurk: nah abis ke 4 ituuuu lalu gw punya plurk, plurk serulah trs asyiiiiiik tapi ya kita harus tunggu siapa yg akan merespon post kitaaa, tapi kdg2 plurk bikin boring sih ya, iyakan?!@#$%



6. Twitter: nahhhhhh yg ini gw tau dr majalah anak remaja gicudeeee, krn twitter jd ajang artis barat mendekatkan diri mereka pada fans nya. mgkin hampir semua warga negara memakai twitter ya, disamping BB menyediakan fitur2nya. nah di twitter mgkin asikya(emangsih) soalnya bisa share dan gak lama(termasuk lemotnya internet sih). nah trs mulaideh jejaringan kaum anak gawl memakai twitter krn memudahkan mereka mencari temen di banding fb&fs YANG SUDAH MULAI MENGALAY krn kaum anak2 yg lebih gawl(mksdnya Alay) sudah merajai



PS: nah setelah gw pikir2, ke 6 situs web itu hanya membuat kita gak menghadapi kenyatan yg didepan mata. mungkin banyak kalangan menganggap situs web hanya untuk senang2 dan membuat kita gak lihat ada banyak yg di sekeliling kita. okeeeeei kalo dipersingkat, ke 6 situs web ini bagi gw punya semboyan yaitu "MENJAUHKAN YANG DEKAT DAN MENDEKATKAN YANG JAUH", masuk akal kan ya? selama kita online kita malah jauh sama temen sekolah atau keluarga, tapi kita malah menemukan sesuatu yg baru yaitu bukan orang2 disekitar kita yg NYATA. aslinya banyak orang mengkomplain bahwa situs web hanya membuat kebohongan saja dan malah tidak menerima kenyataan yg memang harus diterima. jujur aja gw gak bisa lepas natap laptop dan tiap hari liat ke 6 account gw ini, mgkin harus berenti kali ya soalnya buat kita konsumtif dan hanya membuat kantong orangtua jebol wkwk, sekian ya..........



Love,
Chacha Lazuardi